Well last night i got really drunk :)
I ended up going for a spin with day day and ash :)
all i remmber is falling asleep and being woken up by really loud music
With day day and ash looking really pleased with themselves
I dont know what they have done to me but i feel okay :)

Im really happy at the moment :)
I dont know what it is im just feeling really inderpendent since jakes gone away :)
And thats made me happy :) But that makes it seem as if  im happier when jakes not here
which is not true at all in fact i think im the happiest i have ever been when im with jake :)
Its just odd is all heheehhehe
xxxx

Yay! i spent a whole day playing rock band 2 itwas awsome! :)
But i hade to meet  theese two guys to be fair were wankers :(
One of them spanked my ass! It was sooo crude! One of them was nice though.

He called me trouble and walked me home that was nice!

I guess the only problem is im starting to miss jake a little :(
But hopefully christmas will distract me from missing him!
COME HOME SOON JAKEY :)
xxx

 

Oh dear...........
I have not slept all night cus i was playing board games with jake and ozzy.
Well i was supposed to sleep we just got ingrossed in the games that when we finshed it was like 6am.
Ahhhhhhhh well ill sleep at like 9pm methinks
xxx

I am so glad that i figured out that no matter what i always love jake no matter who is there or whatever now im happy

OH GOD!!
I thought by quitting work i would never see this guy again!!!
But now im talking to him and he is still lovely and sweet and he makes me smile andahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
And now he really wants to meet up and i do to!!
do i trust myself with him???
OH GOD!!!!
I really do like him

Oh dear i have not been on here for agggeeesss!
Ahhhh well im having a very very strange week!
Well last night one of my friends brothers rang me up and said would i like to go out with him sometime!
Its just freindly right??
I really hope so cus he is lovely!
And i wanna go and hang out with him dead bad!!
Ahhhhh well but i told my boyfriend and he was all like ermmmmmmmm ok
Like im not stopping you but its going to really annoy me.
But he is a really nice friend!!!
I should go out with him tonight right???

Its mine and jakes 2 year anversary today!! Its great! He is cooking me a meal and everything!! Well beardy is and its kinda helping!!!
awwww its dead sweet!!
The only thing is i cant go into the kitchen which sucks!!
So im sat here all lonely locked in the computer cupoard awwww well!

OMG!
Its been so hot right?
Just checking to see if it was only me!
Ever since quitting work ive been sooo much happier!
Itsss great!!!!
Im lovin this song at the mo called dont stop by innerpartysystem!
Yeah its been a sweaty day wat more can i say??
x

Im rather hungover this morning i woke up really thirsty and hot at like eight this morning
And i coudnt get to sleep i did and i know i am awake! yay!!
That is my day so far
god im so fucking boring

YAY! Its beardys birthday to day its his 18th so we are going to go out and partttiieee!
H e says he dosent want me to buy him a card !! i think thats a bit gay i would want a card if it was my birthday to be honest!
hmmmmmmm anywayyyy
byee
xx

I am really hating work at the moment they are moving me from area to area on my first week!
And when i have just settled down and made friends they move me its fucking stupid!!!
So now im thinking of quitting but i really need the little money that they give me!
GRRRRRRR
And i made a really good friend whos name is george he is dead sweet and i really like him maybe a bit tooooo much!
GRRRRRR
So now im really confused so maybe it would be better for everyone not just me if i quit right??

Im sick and tired of being friends with this guy just cus my boyfriend is!
I know he needs his friends but they are all idiots they go to each others houses
steal stuff and reck the place but its mostly my boyfriend who gets it one of them has stolen my phone and wont give it back!!!
They are stupid and i hate them but if they are his friends what can i do????
GRRRRR

Hello morning all,
Do you ever have that feeling that your day is going to be comptley wasted and its just you in your PJs watching bloody daytime TV,
Well thats me today . I dont think i am going to move for a long time so ....
HA!